I can't remember which blog I did this on the last time, but it was fun and interesting so I'm doing it again here. Here's what's going on. I'm writing a pile of sentances, each one to a different person without actually naming the person. These are all things I would like to say directly but don't because - oh I have lots of reasons because. Ok, here it goes:
1 - You're beautiful inside and out, and far cooler than I thought you'd be. I'm glad I'm getting to know you better.
2 - You are so calming to be around. Thank you for being that way, it soothes so many weary hearts.
3 - I feel like you`ve changed and it's hard to be around you now. I know you'll be offended and hold a grudge if I tell you so, so I don't.
4 - I'm kind of relieved that our friendship took the turn it did, and I feel horrible for feeling that way. I could never have made you happy like you deserve.
5 - I know that you deserve more happiness in your life, but because there is no guarantee of that you are staying where you are, and I totally respect that. But my heart hurts for you.
6 - I can't and don't respect you. But one day I will forgive you. I've begun working on it.
7 - Forgive yourself. Forgive yourself. Forgive yourself.
8 - Your life isn't easy I know, but I wonder what my life would be like with your problems instead of my own. That being said, I wish I could do more to help ease those burdens you carry in a more tangible way all the time.
9 - You're right, safe is easier than the unknown. But if you never know for sure, will you feel regret? I would, but that's just me.
10 - I hope and pray you get what you're waiting for. Just don't forget to look in their eyes and see that you have happiness right here too.
