Tired

I'm losing my motivation to keep on keepin' on.  I'm tired, and my hope is getting a little banged up and dusty.  I'm starting to get swamped with all that I have to do, and yet I can hardly say that I'm doing this all on my own.  I feel dependant, and lacking in too many ways tonight.  I wish I would lay down in my bed and it would swallow me whole for at least a week.  I wish I was more, better, faster, stronger, (is that a song??), and not alone, and not in debt.  Blech.