First off, thanks to Debbi for the 'blog award'! I'd post links and all that to her's but to be honest, I have no idea how to do that. I don't ACTUALLY live in bloggerland, I just come and dump my trash and leave ;)
Anyways, she's pretty much fantastic. She tells it like it is, and tells ALL of it. I love that. I love that she has no shame in who she is, what has happened, or cares really what too many other people think. I'm still transitioning from the land of 'Pleasers' myself and have a little ways to go, and hope to follow her lead in more ways than one.
So, she mentioned that I was honest and keep it real here too, which I do. But she also mentioned that my content was sad. Also true. Bitter and angry are also words that come to my mind as well!! Those aren't my only Thoughts, but again, keeping it real, they have been a lot of my thoughts for too long. Time to lighten up I'd say :)
So..... other thoughts of mine?? Let's see.... I've been separated for, ohhhh, nearly 2 years, and being that I'm the religious sort, I've been doing my darndest to be morally good and all.... yeah... that's getting old pretty darn quick! Not the morally good part, don't really want to face the wrath of those consequences thank you very much!! But the single part = boring!! Pretty much came to the realization that it was high time that SOMETHING be done when I'm sitting there watching the Bachelorette and I'm literally starting to crush on one of the guys on TV! Lame...sauce.... Throw in that it's Stampede week and while it's true that I see allllll kinds of crazy get-up's while riding the train to school through downtown everyday (high waisted jeans with the pockets ending half way down your butt are NOT flattering - the goal is NOT to make your butt look like it's drooping more than it is... just saying...) anyways, back to my point, there are some really hot cowboys around town people!! I'm a sucker for plaid and a hat, haha :) AND THEN!!! Oh yeah, it gets better, could my school be around the corner from the cop shop with strong, good looking, protective type men in cowboy hats and in uniform???
I know, I know, everyone feels like their divorce process takes the longest, and trust me, I've been pretty darn good at not sending out the 'available' vibe or spreading the word that I'm looking to meet people until it's official. But I'm pacing the floor and wearing a groove in it, just so you know!
2 comments:
Amen on the police with the cowboy hats girl! That is as hard for us to not lust after as it is for teenage boys not to lust after string bikinis.....lol.
Lol. Oh, hun, I hope I didn't ake you 'upset' by saying it was sad here... only sad because I know how lonely and BORING life can be, being separated.
But thanks for the nice words!
I tell ya, the longer you wait, the better the reward. Let's go with that.
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